Ami SHOTONTRO

ami shotontro....

chitrokor er priyo rong ami....

kokhono ba nortokir ucchaser mudra...

kobir bohu bebhorito pongti ami....

gayok er alaper prothom suur....

sobar theke shotontro ami....

anondotsobe laal....sokahote gerua boshon..

eka ek nisshase hese uthi bhoyarto sopner kole...

bhoe dekhabe kaake.....je sob nisshes er tole??

anonde smito hese ami onno pane dekhi....

sohosro manuser bhire ami sthir..

sohosro kolotaane ami nischuup....

ek sohuure proticchobi te ami...bohutol k dekhi baksho tate manob namok praani boddho..

ek grameen deshe....sobuj pukure ami dekhi ek ononno rajjo

sobar theke shotontro ami....tulona korona amae...

ami unmaad hoe bristite bhiji...unmotto haha kaare

ami rokto mekhe ullash kori....nijer e khoto sthaane...

Stoned Wings

The pain returns every night, I sleep with a quest to forget the killing sparks.. shooting the strength, making me weaker with every tear drop...Yes I want to depart from the moving world...where every motion is to hurt and destroy...the sharp, cutting pain comes with memories that cannot be cut away from the trail.....starts from my inception till my desertion...they stay like my stoned wings.....yess....i could not separate them from my being, they keep reminding me of the days that has the picture of a burning fire, no fluid to stop the blaze.....Today I long to live with the static...the unframed eternity.....endless.....untouched and unnerved...

UPOHAR......

ami robo nirobe,

akashe dekhi koto tara jolche nijer moton,

jonakir sowndorjo tate ki dhaka pore?

taro alo pai ki bhabe mone dola dae!

pahare dekhechila koto alo oi andho kare ratter,

jonakir moton kokhono ba oi tarar moton nirobe jolche,

aloke dhaka poreo e prithibir buke oi alo annya mayabi bhubone

manush shomaj boddho jib-

khete khae, ghore fere sara diner klanti muche,

arale abdale lekha thake koto jibon smriti,

koto ghotona ghote tar hisheb keiba rakhe,

dekhe chiolam oi pahari narir mukh hashi, r oi shishu gulo,

koto sorol misti, paharer prachurjo jeno tader moddhe

e jibon koto bornomoe, boli borno nai, kotha dekhi nato?

borno ache bolei jibon chole, r oi chikimiki alor chota

tane monke tane bakul kore, kintu dur thekei dekhi,

meghe dhaka akashe ek sorol nira bota, amar cholar sobdo

projapotita ure berae nijer kheale, amar sopnomon bandhe annya khelae,

lekha ache ek ridoer majhe

jekhane chora shrote boe chole rokto dhara, humm tista jemon boe chole,

bohu pathore aghateo boechole nijerkheale,

anek bornito din rattri!

desh prantor perieo, nei kothao bhag batora,

nodikeki bhag kora jae?

jol bhag korbe e khuddro monushya?

jae na..

se chole nijer moton kore soto badhateo sobaike rangie,

romoni romoni, megher moton chuljar,

gobhirotae hisheb paoa jae na!!!

sopno shade bondi pakhi hotath dana mele urte chae akashe,

mrittu bhoeo ache..

dekhlam sei, mittrur pore jekhane lamader boshie deoa hoe himaloer dike mukh kore,

gobhir aro gobhire chole e jatra,

sowndorjo ane akahser nil nirabota,

ami sohure jib, mon bhole kokhon janine...

paharer churae ki dekhlam jani na,

ghore sue mone holo eki sowndorjo,

dekhlam nijer sobta die, romoni romoni hey tumi kotha?

kotha holo tomari shathe himer chadore tumi jorie

tomae sporsho korte mon chae,

sopno tumiki ajo acho amar bhalobashe?

theke asha rakhbo!

theko tumi noeto harabo kotha jani na!!!

bhalo theko!!!